27.6.10

Naves. Foguetes.



C
arta da Finlândia:

  "Volto para agradecer a história Red T-Shirt que o ser humano tropeça, rasga a pele, suja a roupa. Estraga o cabelo... Vomita. As nuvens preenchem, o vento sibila nas ameias desmoronadas,aos batimentos cardíacos que pararam.

  Nem a cabeça abaixarei; Cigarro aceso, tevê ligada: desenhos animados. Cama confortável, perfumada e segura: Quente e Gelada. Cairei no sono e no sono cairei;

  Desejo o mesmo conforto que essa descrição significa pra mim, com um toque pálido. Durma bem querida, profundamente.

Cuidado.

NSW"

Fotografia: UFES
Texto: Camisa Vermelha

23.6.10

Coraçãonão.

Fel= K.Q1.Q2/d.d

Crueldade enquanto o vento sibila.

Esgotamento

Sente-se aqui.
As nuvens voltam a nos seguir pelo céu cinzento.
Das que seguem de tanta falta ou transbordamentos de Azul.

... E aos armários dos relógios. A vida estava completa.

Colder

Dos meus lábios, os teus que me tentaram, devolva-os. Ao frio.
E se estiver, a janela fecharei.

Gritos.
Fumaças.

What are you trying to say?

Tea

Prestem atenção, silêncio! Silêncio! Silêncio!

Eu conto nos dedos para minhas mãos administrarem a tua voz mentirosa.
- Would you like a cup of tea?
- Yes, please.

- How is the tea?
- It's pretty good.

Tenho que apelar para a imaginação o que não posso ver.

Estilhaços

"Então isso é estabilidade, orgulho de amor estilhaçado."

O paciente também sofre de bronquite crônica. Como posso comer um barulho desse?
- O que ouve?
- Ele caiu, mas não tem problema, eu cuido dele. Nós somos sócios.

Tenho algo a lhe dizer. Entre.

21.6.10

If you could see into my soul....

20.6.10

"Cigarettes have never let me down",
But you do.

63% Concluído

E se eu te contasse a verdade;
Você preferiria a mentira ou sentaria aqui do lado para ajudar a colar as figurinhas no álbum?

Siga aonde vão meus pés que eu te conto um segredo.

Figurinha ao lado: Tio Igor.

18.6.10

Derramei o copo de tres gotas vermelhas e cinco pretas.
Derramei e bebi.
Porém não derramei mais depois que apareceu
O instrutor de paraquedismo.

O Mito da Árvore.

"Sim, é cavalinho de pau em Français"
"Mas não é o que você pensa, é apenas um nó..."

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Chegastes ao momento de poder afirmar:
Lamed- enforcado.
Enforcado Lamed junto com tua lua.

Sem ruídos e Respirações.
Acabou.
Morfina;
Para nós.

16.6.10

Pele

Insólida. Crua. Nua.
Ao olfato. Paladar!
E o perfume se esconde;
Onde não me deixa passar.

O passo se reafirma;
Na solidão que regenera.
Se um dia contei nos dedos,
Depois das xícaras, vou arriscar.

Inconsciente.

Depois permanece o silêncio.
De Lei.
Enquanto some atrás das nuvens: Esperarei.
Mentiras. Sempre Mente.

13.6.10

Papermash

So cold
So blue.
Balloons will start
Talk
With you.

"Ordene os papeis, já estou chegando."
Sofie Walker

9.6.10

Falling


"Fada verde, em teus braços eu Absinto"

I've danced

Do lado que eu olhei não tinha direção;
O tombo que eu levei senti no coração.
É claro que eu dancei, dancei em solidão.
Eu escorreguei no meio do salão.

7.6.10

Reflections of a Skyline

"And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and go for a meal and not mind when you eat my food and meet you at Rudy´s and and talk about the day and type up your letters and carry your boxes and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you don't listen to and watch great films and watch terrible films and complain about the radio and take pictures of you when you´re sleeping and get up to fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and go to Florent and drink coffee at midnight and have you steal my cigarettes and never be able to find a match and tell you about the tv programme I saw the night before and take you to the eye hospital and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep for a while and kiss your back and stroke your skin and tell you how much I love your hair your eyes your lips your neck your breast your arse your
and sit on the steps smoking till your neigbour comes home and sit on the steps smoking till you come home and worry when you´re late and be amazed when you´re early and give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance till I´m black and be sorry when I´m wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and wish I´d known you forever and hear your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you´re angry and your eye has gone red and the other eye blue and your hair to the left and your face oriental and tell you you´re gorgeous and hug you when you´re anxious and hold you when you hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I´m next to you and whimper when I´m not and dribble on your breast and smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don´t and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh and not understand why you think I´m rejecting you when I´m not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I´d ever reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and tell you about the tree angel enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you and write poems for you and wonder why you don´t believe me and have a feeling so deep I can´t find words for it and want to buy you a kitten I´d get jealous of because it would get more attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and cry like a baby when you finally do and get rid oh the roaches and buy you presents you don´t want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don´t mean it I do always have from the first time I asked you and wander the city thinking it´s empty without you and want what you want and think I´m losing myself but know I´m safe with you and tell you tha worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don´t deserve any less and answer your questions when I´d rather not and tell you the truth when I really don´t want to and try to be honest because I know you prefer it and think it´s all over but hang on in for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am and try to get closer to you because it´s beautiful learning to know you and well worth the efford and speak German to you badly and Hebrew to you worse and make love with you at three in the morning and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overhelming undying overpowering unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding on-going never-ending love I have for you."

Sarah Kane.
Crave Video

Porcupine Tree

6.6.10

Unsmilling

Why don't you sit down
And make me smile?

I have Not you.

So...
It's that;
'cause I have that.



I just have that, inside my photos and my movies.
But I don't mind if I stop to write;

3.6.10

How can you die?

How in the world do they know?

2.6.10

Down Down Down

{Love will solve all your problems
                                 Love will only let you down}