27.10.09

xxx

"Go after her. Fuck, son't sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that's what you should do is you love someone, don't wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come. Don't let people happen to you, or her, she's not a fucking television show or tornado.
There're a people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the mornig because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I'd be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vunerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can't just sit there and do nothing and breath into telephones is not everyone's idea of love but it is the way I can recognise it because that is what I do. Go scream and be with her meaningful ways because that's beautiful and that's generous and that's what loving someone is,
That is raw and that is unguarded, and
That is all that is worth anything, Really."




"I'm only as tall as my heart will let me be and I'm only as small as the world will make me seem. So when the going gets rough and I feel like I may fall, I'll look on the brightside I'm roughly 6 feet tall."

SW